): who is gretal?

Those time lasted for 2 days.
How i wish i am always treated the way it is 1 and a half week ago ):

Happy Fat Girl

Every week, i'll write a small lil piece of note and hide it in the army boy's bagpack for him. It's only Wednesday.. 3 more days to seeing him again ):

While i dozed off on my sofa last night, a phone call woke me up at 12 and guess what! It's the army boy!! ^^ He just ended his live firing and called me to tell me goodnight and that he loves me. Hehehe. & i amglad that most of the project presentations/interviews are all ending this week and destination project should be finishing, I HOPE? Hahaha.

Okay, enough of procrastinating! Start on destination individual part 3 and read cruise report and forum! Byebye

NAPFA

Click to enlarge :)

Looks easy leh. I shall start training for it already. 15 points. Can la.
I will prove the army boy wrong and get a silver for my last NAPFA.

Book in day

Made a new pair of spectacles and i am quite worried for the spa interview tomorrow ):
Cannot stress. If not my face will rot even more ):
& tomorrow must book into school already.

SO PHAT

Botak head is out! This time round, he came out with a new egg hairstyle and a new status! & With so many idk what thing stuck onto his velcro thingy on his uniform. Hahaha. He really looks like a egg with some hair growing on top of it. So whenever i get the chance to see him from afar, i'll end up smiling like a idiot. :D He's playing idk what game again and thank god for this laptop if not i'll be bored to death, doing nothing.

Today is just another fat day. Lin's daddy treated all of us for dinner at simpang which was not bad (Y) then not too long ago, i finished a bowl (?!?) of cheese fries at baby's house. NOW, lying on his bed, waiting for the fats accumulated from today to make me fatter. ): i'm hopeless, sew my mouth please

JIAYOU!

This is the final lap. The last major group project and a few more presentations and individual interviews to go before we can take a short break, celebrate cny and forget about school for a moment. & i am really grateful to have really good group members (esp the girlzxzxzxzx), if not i don't think i'll make it this semester. All i want to say is, lets all work hard and die for another week and we can throw our notes and stuff at the teachers who made us suffer. & i promise not to procrastinate that much :D

I HATE ARMY ):
Idk how many times i've said that already, but i really hate army. And now that he's in the sgt course, he is now even busier than in tekong. He books out later and in early ): Soon, he'll forget that he got a girlfriend at bedok.

):

Because school sucks
Because school wants all of us to die
Because school wants students to hate school
Because we go so many projects to complete
Because we are doing projects after projects
Poor us are staying up all night long @ OLS house ):

I so sleepy now..

I am a fucking miserable person

I should avoid my miserable sufferings by sleeping my life away..
hoping that everything's fine when i wake up. ):

#35739

"Nobody is willing to take the first move to end this misery
because they stand firm on their individual thinking & beliefs"

#34526

"Friends are always there for you when you need them"
it's true

My lil bear bear

Today is the twenty-third month
AND
Our twenty-third not-so-official birthday!


love you baby ^^ HEHE

FML ttm

The condition of my complexion really saddens me ): I have no idea why did it even end up this way. PLUS, nothing like this have happened to be the past 19 years of my life? But i suppose the main culprit would be SCHOOL... PROJECTS... & tv? which will lead to sleeping at 1/2am and then lead to a shortage of precious sleeping hours because i have to wake up early for school. & not being able to wear contact lens only made things even worse... So i was and is still in my worse state in life where people take probably will take extra 5 seconds to recognise me OR maybe they don't even recognise me! :/ This sucks man ): Face, please recover fastER... i miss blemish free complexion..

Happy girl

It's so pretty isn't it!
Makes me even more hungry only.

This whole week is a happy and a i-don't-feel-like-going-to-school week! And i'll revert to my emogirl@hotmail.com after Sunday where i have to rush projects and probably start studying for tests? (if there's any la. HAHA :D) Alright! Time to go watch movie with baby! Byebyee

Cooking with cynthia

This is the first time i am cooking in the yea 2011! :D Since it's lunch time and i'm hungry too, decided to whip up something to eat! Ended up with cai por egg, pan fried cheese tofu, and carrot porridge! (Y) It was a satisfying lunch indeed!

I am departuring

I love talking to the army boy because hearing his voice makes me happy! (even though sometimes he make me wait for soooooo long. Haha)

I've always wanted my family to meet this lil boy whom i have been with for almost 2 years and finally, he agreed to visiting my grandma next week! :D & my mummy asked me "Ta xi huan chi she me?" (What does he like to eat?) & "Ta ji shi yao lai wo de jia?" (When does he want to come to my house?). I'm sure my parents are quite eager to meet him since they always try so hard and so many ways to know more about him through me.

I can't wait for next week! ^^ & i can't wait for tmr because jia is bring me CUTESY BREAKFAST :D <3

&& Ah.... Febuary's coming

Run those fats away

Let me introduce my 24/7, anytime ready-to-run running/jogging/exercise kaki!
This is JIAMIN! my another bestieF & childhood friend :)

Like what I've always complain or nagged about. I hate running and i hate how it is when I've already jogged 8 rounds and only 20 minutes past by :/ But how ironic is it to feel that running at night is actually not too bad.. HAHA. But i think it's because of the company too ^^ Anw, the picture above actually has a story behind it.

Okay, it's taken few days back when both of us decided to go jogging @ 1030pm? So after almost 45 minutes of exercising, we're obviously dying of thrist and the only water source is from the water cooler insider the locked stadium. So crazy us decided to climb over the gates & we did! :D Other pictures are too unglam.

War

The after effect of Christmas and New year has taken its toll on me. My poor face is now going through a hard time, trying its very best to defend the attack of the evil nemesis, pimples ): To make things worse, my right eye is like sore? Sigh... No contact lens & no makeup for the next few days/weeks. It's okay if you all cant recognise me. I rather you all not. ALSO, i gained a incredible amount of weight the past 2 weeks? So in order to let myself feel better, i'm going for a 30 minutes jog soon. & projects are making things EVEN worse... Fml fml and fml even more.

Goodbye & army boy has yet called me ):

Argh

I just realised how much i hate school and how much i wish school could end asap all because of projects.... (yes, i know im contradicting myself once again)
Dest proj submission @ fking 0845am?! Need to sleep NOW. Bye

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

It's another new year for everybody & i'm sure 2010 was a year filled with many first time & unforgetable memories for us all eh? Alright, let me summarize and do a proper ending of my version of 2010!

- We made it through 1 year and coming to 2nd year of wind wind rain rain!
- CURLED my hair!
- Came to realise, my GPA suck and i've got no where to go after poly
- $0 to play at Universal Studio. Tried Battlestar galactica and nearly vomitted.
- Went to uss with baby with his sinus :/
- Tried Marche for the FIRST TIME!
- Watched fireworks nearly every weekend for 3-4 consecutive months?
- Flew to BKK after bugging parents for years & this time, with my bff!
- Made my mum cried ):
- Got the actual day tix for NDP after years of trying
- Found the motivation to lose weight (but it died eventually)
- Got myself a new camera! s90
- Learn how to play poker & my luck isn't that bad eh :D
- Decided to start saving $ = opened a savings acc!
- Savings account hit 4 digit but it is depleting
- Many surprises on my birthday week from love ones.
- (FINALLY) Got my POLAROID from babyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^
- Set up the christmas tree together with my sis for the freaking first time!
- Lost and made some friends along the way. (Real good friends stay!)
- Did and made many cards & d-i-y stuff this year.
- Bf entered army...
- Visited tekong for the first and last time
- Tried PES2010 & own goal-ed!
- Attempted to understand Dota
- Realised that i HATE hard liquor ttm
- Bought couple tee, but never had the chance to wear it
- Truthful chirstmas for the first time
- Strawberry craze (most probably the first time i ate strawberries so often in my life)
- Phone died for the first time & now stuck with an infrared phone
- Many unhappy moments
- Addicted to mj
- Senior Year
- Holidays didn't feel like one. ALL THANKS TO PROJS
- Real pathetic new year (didnt even get to see the fireworks properly loh?)

& my 2011 resolution....
to be a better person towards my family/loved ones, friends and bf :) & i really hope that everyone i care for will stay healthy and happy yeah?